Dear Alcohol

I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
我喝醉了，因为今晚我不想面对自己
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
我沉溺在酒精中直到我感觉好起来
I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize
我一直在喝酒直到我变成自己也不认识的模样
I got wasted
我醉了
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
我喝醉了，因为今晚我不想面对自己
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
我沉溺在酒精中直到我感觉好起来
I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize
我一直在喝直到我变成自己也不认识的模样
I got wasted
我醉了
Repeat the cycle everyday I gotta start with a drink
日复一日每天我以一杯酒开始我的生活
My life been getting sorta crazy and I don't wanna think
我的生活变得有些疯狂但我不愿去想
I look myself right in the mirror and I don't even blink
我眼睛一眨不眨地看着镜中的自己
Then I get angry take the rest and pour it right in the sink
我为自己的模样生气把剩下的酒倒进水槽
I know where this road goes
我知道这样酗酒的生活会将我变成什么样
Alcohol ain't my friend but I keep drinking cause these demons roam
酒精并不是我的朋友但我停不下来因为这魔鬼在漫步
And follow me round everywhere I go
无论我走到哪里都跟随着我
It clouds my mind and soul
它给我的头脑和灵魂罩上阴云
It turns my heart cold
它让我的心变得冷酷
But I keep drinking cause it makes me feel like I'm not alone
但我停不下来因为它让我感到我并不孤单
I having problems my pride won't let me reach out
我知道我有问题但我的骄傲不允许我求助
Looking at this bottle having nothing but doubt
看着这些酒瓶我一无所有只剩下怀疑
Don't wanna drink but it keeps coming around and around and around
我不想喝酒但那种感觉不断来袭无法抵抗
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
我喝醉了，因为今晚我不想面对自己
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
我的思绪沉溺酒精直到我感觉好了起来
I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize
我一直在喝酒直到我变成自己也不认识的模样
I got wasted
我醉了
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
我醉了，因为今晚我不想面对自己
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
我的思绪沉溺酒精，直到我感觉好了起来
I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize
我一直在喝酒，直到我变成自己也不认识的模样
I got wasted
我醉了
I know I need to quit
我知道我该戒酒
I gotta do better
我应该做的更好
Example to these kids
成为这些孩子的榜样
Cause they're watching when I'm there
因为他们正看着我
But I'm scared
但我感到害怕
Cause I been chasing the man that I am when I start to drink
因为我在努力成为那个才刚刚开始喝酒时的自己
He's cocky confident and he don't give a damn what you think
他自大自负，不理会你的想法
This world is beating me down and it's
这个世界将我打倒在地
Pushed me right to the brink
把我推到这个危险的边缘
I take a shot every time because man it helps me escape
我每次喝酒都是因为这帮助我逃避
I'm taking care of these people but no one takes care of me
我在乎他人可没人在乎我
I want to talk to somebody but I feel no one relates
我想向人敞开心扉但我感觉无人与我共鸣
I need I better now
我需要更好
I think I've lost my way
我知道我迷失了
I'm having battles with faith
我正在和信仰开战
It's painted right on my face
它是那么深刻
I hope better times are coming
我希望更好的日子正在来临
No chase but I'm still running
并不是要追逐什么但我不停奔跑
I gotta take control
我需要自控
And I won't stop for nothing
我不会为任何事情停留
Dear God this is my test
上帝啊这是我的考验
Promise that I'll do my best
我保证我会做到最好
Just help with this pain I feel and pressure that is on my chest
请你帮我减轻我感到的痛苦和压力
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
我醉了，因为今晚我不想面对我自己
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
我的思绪沉溺酒精直到我感觉好了起来
I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize
我一直在喝酒直到我变成自己也不认识的模样
I got wasted
我醉了
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
我醉了，因为今晚我不想面对我自己
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
我的思绪沉溺酒精直到我感觉好了起来
I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize
我一直在喝酒直到我变成自己也不认识的模样
I got wasted
我醉了